I am so confused. She’s younger than me of few years like 5. So maybe it’s the difference in the way someone perceive technology and stuff. Or maybe it’s because of his past.

But how can you share so many interests with someone, text every day about any and very deep argument. Yet she doesn’t open up emotionally.

If you are just a friend, there would be friendly emotions and they would be evident. If there is something else that would be the same. If there was nothing we wouldn’t talk that much. Or if you see me as a stranger then there would be still some emotions.

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I mean, we have same tastes in everything. Even if it’s just going out listening to music and talking you would do that with a friend that share the same music taste. I would do it! And I don’t care if we go out how it turns because that can be a beautiful friendship. Instead no!

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I am trying to open up slowly, because sometimes people can feel free to open if you do. But I don’t know, that’s strange. She refused the second date but kept texting. And I can think of anything, because anything would be plausible ( she’s been hurt, she takes things very slow, she’s not interested and I am there to fill voids, anything can be real ). But then asking straigth questions make situations go to a turning point and sometimes impatience can lead to destructive things when maybe I should just let go and be relaxed and think of anything else while talking to a person i like talking with. SO what the hell?

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An important thing to say is that she’s been in an abusive relationship and had some strange friends

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