10 years of shitty relationships

I'm 27 now, Almost 28 and ever since I was 17/18 years old, starting off with confessing my feelings to my crush from 1st grade and getting threatened by her father because she lied to him about how I responded to her rejection to just recently getting ghosted by the one who I took back (and never doing again) claiming she'd do better by me. All my relationships have been shitty and I'm just here like damn….why do my friends have good relationships and I get the shitty ones. The girls I'm friends with say I'm a nice guy and get angry when I'm treated badly. So at least I know they care about me as a friend. Just wish I could find a girlfriend that won't lie to me, use me, mislead me, and ect…. I'm just about done with this fucking thing called love because it's never worked out for me. I give my all and get shit in return…I'm tired of this bullshit