20 minute date

Soo…Saturday I went on a social distancing date .We talked for three weeks..he saw full photos of me.Im curvy..5’4 and 175 pounds size 12/14.Im 47 but look 30 tops.When I arrived at the park bench instead of a hi I got a oh….hello.Then this strange look.He was talking awkwardly and said…wow you’re a lot bigger than I imagined and kept saying so many things that were not kind.He knew my last date was my ex who dumped me after six years because I gained weight after being run over.I was told I should invest in a burqua and he said I have to go.Wow.I felt so good..took three hours getting ready,adorable outfit,felt the prettiest I had been in years and balloon pop and deflate. We talked for weeks…sometimes 5 hours at a time.I explained my disease (crps) and that I walk 8km a day every other day but my medication makes it hard for me to lose weight.I get I’m not most men’s type…but he saw prior.He knew everything.So now I’m reluctant to date again.Took me three years to heal from the last creep