(23M) I was never had any luck with girls

I apologize but I am going to sound like an asshole. I am not very good at wording things; so I will come off as a prick.

I am a 23 year old virgin who never had a chance with a girl (except ones I am not attracted to). Because of this, I am very insecure about myself. I think that I am ugly, socially inept, stupid and unable to make friends or date. It effected me so bad that I was a drug addict. My mom is also very controlling and gives me no freedoms. I used to work full time; but I couldn't make nearly enough to live on my own. I have to focus on my collegiate path in order to move out.

I also unintentionally offend everyone I talk to (I had bad anxiety because of it; but I said "fuck it")

I used online dating and I couldn't get a single match after 10k swipes. When I go out to night clubs, I get rejected by every girl before I get to introduce myself. I have asked friends to hook me up with someone and they won't. The only girls that give me a chance are 400lb morbidly obese women with no goal in life (and they are rude). I am not too picky over physical attraction; but I feel like I can only date 1/10's with bad personalities

I am 6'1 and in good shape. I jog and exercise everyday. I know several languages and I am interested in reading, hiking, doing lawn work, lifting weights and football. I only wish that my face is more attractive. I want to be a 5/10 rather than a 3/10 (even with style changes)