As a man, it feels humiliating and degrading to have to put in effort to get a woman’s attention.

I feel like a circus monkey, dancing and begging for a shred of attention or to “prove” myself to her.

It’s humiliating because good looking men don’t have to put this effort in, women are immediately attracted already, and women are the ones who energetically drive the sexual chemistry forwards

The fact I have to force it, try, and inevitably face rejection, is like a screaming reminder I’m not desirable or attractive enough for women to hit on me first, and that just fucking sucks.

I’m sick of feeling like a circus monkey. I wish women fawned over me and begged for MY attention for once. It must be nice bring a male model, Jesus Christ. It must be nice having a feeling of power over your life, getting what you desire. I’m just powerless 24/7.