I’m struggling really hard right now to accept my current situation, basically I’ve been trying to better myself since last september and have enrolled in university, started working out, hit up old friends and became more positive all around. I’m 24. But I was a neet for years before that and I started going bald years ago.

I thought to myself that I need to deal with this and shave it all off instead of wearing baseball caps everytime I go outside, only to be greeted by an unfortunate headshape. If you only see me from the front and only my face its actually okay, but I have a small dent in the middle of my head like someone dropped an anvil on it like in those old ass cartoons and the back of my head is really bumpy and asymmetrical, almost like a small shark fin….

I feel so ugly from almost every angle. I just want to live a normal life but how am I supposed to join clubs, organizations and take up new social hobbies and get into relationships in the future when I look like some half-shark half-human prototype coming straight from a nuclear lab? I’ve gotten matches on tinder the past few weeks and talked to women but I’m so afraid that if it’ll ever get to the point where I actually meet someone they will just laugh at my head. Feel like im doomed to wear a hat and always be self concious about this for the rest of my life.