It’s been a good few years since we’ve last dated. In that specific time frame I also got with a couple of girls but they never counted for much. I could never completely take her off my mind. And due to the pandemic she came back to my hometown as it wasn’t as serious here anymore.

We started talking and I slowly realised the reason why all of my other previous relationships failed was because I still couldn’t forget this one girl. She’s the whole deal, makes my heart beat and makes me laugh and stuff.

It’s still strange cause I know her best friend (girl) and are actually best friends with her. However, I’m scared it’ll make it awkward if I tell this girl my feelings cause then all 3 of us could have a fallout. I really like her but she might just see me as a friend and I have no clue what to do.

It’s ridiculous how with all the other relationships I had no issue with them liking me back and getting with them, but I find myself using cheap tricks that might have manipulated them into liking me too and I really don’t want to use these “cheap tricks” on this girl, so I’m starting from square one. I know I’m not exactly the best type of guy after saying this, but I’m willing to change for this girl.