I feel a bit cringe/noob saying this, maybe i haven’t had enough relationships but i’ve only really had it once. Or felt it real strong once with one girl who ended up becoming my girlfriend for a brief period of time. I mean that real mutual infuation/connection/spark with someone where you just click and are just super into each other, want to have sex with each other, hang out all the time that real honeymoon period i guess and it’s MUTUAL not one sided. It’s like a huge spark, electrifying – is it love? infatuation? Probably both.

​

Anyway, i feel depressed that i won’t ever get that feeling again. I date a lot of girls and don’t have a hard time attracting women but i never get that feeling like i did with this 1 particular girl. Where i was just really turned on, not sexually, but also mentally. I started dating very late as i had very bad social anxiety in my early 20’s. So only really started dating when i was 22-23. Will i have this connection again? btw i’m 26. 🙁