I’m an Asian guy in my 30s and still a virgin. Sounds crazy, but I know many other Asians who are in the same boat as me. Becoming a “wizard” is not an unusual thing for Asian men living in the West. I don’t see any hopes of getting in a relationship either, especially now with the corona scare nobody wants to have anything to do with Asians. And Asian girls? They don’t like us to begin with. Maybe I could get an Asian girl who only wants my money but what’s the point of that? She’d never love me.

It’s not so much the loneliness that kills me as it is the complete lack of appreciation from anyone. Who has ever thought “I’m glad that this random Asian guy is here”? For the majority of people, an Asian guy is something between vermin and subhuman worker drone. Some people want us all dead, some people are ok with us as long as we assemble their iPhones for a penny and shut the fuck up. But appreciating our existence? Enjoying our company? None.

It’s not like Asians ourselves are better though. We don’t like the company of other Asians either. That’s why most Asian girls would rather date a dildo than an Asian male. We try to befriend other races, date other races, have children with other races, just to get away from being Asian. What does that say about us? That we are so undesirable not even we ourselves like us.

Which brings me back to feeling unappreciated, being an Asian guy and a virgin in my 30s. My life until now was bleak and the future looks even bleaker.