I’m 25F and I’ve never had a real relationship. I dated one guy when I was 18 but only because I was introduced to him by friends and liked him as a friend but wasn’t really all that attracted to him. It only lasted a few months though because he moved away. Anyway, I’ve tried casual sex with guys to play catch up because I never had sex/relationships and that made me just feel more empty. I don’t think I’m that bad looking, a lot of people compliment my body and say I have a cute face, nice hair.. But still all people want to do with me is sleep with me.

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And that’s not what I’m putting out either, whether it be on dating websites or in person, a guy might hit me up but he doesn’t even want to take me on a date – it’s straight to the bedroom and it makes me feel so horrible. Maybe you’re wondering what I look like, to see if I’m that ugly, well you can reference some of my posts and you’ll see what I look like. I really don’t know what is. I feel so worthless because its like people all they want to do is use me. Im a good person, smart, loving. Wtf, why is it so hard for me to find love? Maybe it’s because of my race? Why is it so hard for me?

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I shouldn’t have gone that long without a boyfriend. I don’t want this to be such a big thing for me but every person deserves love or to feel love romantically in my opinion. Someone be completely honest with me, is it my looks, etc? What could be getting in the way for people who experience this or who are even on the other side? What makes you to not want even take someone on a date or get to know them but just want to fuck them?