I am the type of guy who looks like a person with no love interest, but I actually have a crush on someone and we became close friends, but ever since she left the country(Never told her how I felt), we have been pretty distant lately, but I still have feelings for her. But suddenly, my friends and the friend’s girl tried to hook me up with a her which I declined, but they just kept on pressuring me so I gave in eventually, I tried to talk to her and chat with her, she seems cool, a ton of guys has a crush on her too, she was out of my league, but I feel like she isn’t interested in me, Sometimes, my friends would just tease me saying we look cute together, “Go for it!”, etc. I tried to accept that fact and tried to get close to her, but as I notice as time passes, I see her with other guys, She likes to talk to them, and they all seem to be very close to her, I felt tremendous amount of competition, after that I just forced myself to slowly distance myself from her, Until we never meet up anymore, It took me a while to forget her, but I can’t hide my feelings forever and it hurts, What do I do? I still have feelings for my Close Friend, But I feel like I will be letting my friends down.