This post is really NSFW. I don’t know if this is the right subbreddit to post here but it’s basically what the title says.

For the full story, me[M18] and my ex[F17] were in a long distance relationship for about a month. We both were each other’s real first love and relationship. We both felt really attached to each other especially that considering it’s, y’ know long distance and our first love. We mutually broke up for personal reasons months ago, and agreed to be as friends. We used to talk from time to time but now barely because of quarantine and online classes in the way. Even though from that time frame that was months ago. I still can’t stop thinking about her sexually. Sometimes it even crosses my mind when I’m in the middle of something random. When we did talk, sometimes sexual urges would kick in me from time to time and made me instantly think something naughty about her. The biggest issue of this is that when thinking about her, it would make feel REALLY good when masturbating. Like an extra boost if that makes sense. Thinking about her is even better than watching most videos on Pornhub. It’s that bad. I rather not think of her as that way because she is my friend and I want to treat her as one. Also friends don’t have sex. So I wanted ask if they’re any tips to help me not think of her in that way and to control my sexual urges when I’m talking to her?

TL:DR: I still think about my ex sexually. It’s kind of a problem. How do I stop feeling like this to her?