So earlier today I posted about having sex with my new girlfriend. I mentioned that I had insecurities about my penis size because I’m below average at 4.5 inches.

So we had sex. I didn’t enjoy it because of my anxiety on my insecurities and she seemed to enjoy it a bit I guess. She is obviously more experienced as she has had multiple partners whereas I have only had one. My ex before her, made fun of my penis size when we broke up.

So after we had sex, she said that she is going to make coffee quickly. So after about 10min, I heard her speak to her friends on the phone about us having sex. So I listened.

She said to her friends that my penis is the smallest she’s ever had and that I did not satisfy her itch as much as Michael did ( Michael is her ex). She also joked that she is going to get herself off in the shower later to make sure the itch is gone. I then heard her laugh and say something about ” atleast his emotionally there for me”?

It’s frustrating knowing that I can’t help that I am the way I am and that girls somehow only care about a man’s penis and not a man’s heart. I never knew sex is so important to a woman.

She then proceeded to the bedroom like nothing was wrong. She tried to cuddle with me and I ignored her and told her that I am going home.

My heart is broken. I am in tears.