Never been in a real relationship, but recently I’ve started putting myself out there and talking to other people on Reddit. Just testing the waters really. It’s tough. I’ve recently found myself crushing hard on people sometimes. It’s gotten to the point that if I put too much thought into these people it takes over my whole day – sometimes I can’t eat or sleep. I worry that I’m getting infatuated with my crushes very fast, but I’m also not sure if this is just plain crushing? I’ve also been trying to separate my online reddit persona with my regular online self, just so I can operate normally without having unanticipated notifications appearing and throwing a wrench in my attention/schedule. Just feels like sometimes I have to choose to either have a regular day and eat or focus my attention on building these relationships. Might be a stretch but if anyone has advice here it’d really help!