I just turned 24 and havent even been kissed other than peck, never been on a date, still a virgin and Im starting to feel like an alien.

Ive always been an introvert and have struggled with anxiety. Im never someone who would go up to other people but if you talk to me first then thats fine but like the thought of going up to someone scares the crap out of me and I hate online dating more than anything in this world.

I never found the right person to give my virginity to and thought that someone would come along eventually so thats why I waited, every guy that lives in my town are immature idiots or just plain disrespectful fools, I don’t live in the nicest place its filled with a lot of low lives tbh.

Honestly I am fine with being single right now like I dont even want to be in a relationship for a few years but im 24, in 6 years I will be 30 and I dont want to end up alone and then I think about having kids there is no way in hell I want kids in my 20’s i even think 28 is too young for kids but then past 35 the chances are out the window, sometimes I wish I was a man so there wouldn’t be all this pressure, its starting to really fuck me up.

Im so afraid that I am going to be alone forever, what should I do, should i date even if I dont want a relationship right now?