I have been single all my life and currently stay alone , why have I been this way could be a discussion for another post but my core issue is that I have low confidence , self esteem issues in pretty much every other aspect of life which in itself explain me being single. I am wondering if I should get out of my shell and fight my demons and put my self out there, at the most I will get rejected but then I wonder if that happens I will spiral downward further .
On the other hand I wonder maybe if it works being in a relationship will actually help me overcome my insecurities. I can’t really make up my mind what is the right thing to do. After all a SO would indeed want their partner to be a confident personality whereas I am looking at being in a relationship to improve mine.