Put myself back out there, after a whole year since my last relationship ended. I finally landed a guy I thought may be worth my time and then get stood up. I was excited, I shaved everything, I did my hair and makeup and found a cute outfit. All for a loser like my ex. My ex had me wait 2 hours for him our first dat, said he’d be there in 20 and 20 turned into 2 hours!! I shouldve left. I didn’t and relationship failed in the end. From the beginning he didn’t give a damn. So thats why I didn’t give this guy a 2nd chance. First impressions mean everything for sure. I don’t need another version of my ex. He sounded so unapologetic on the phone when I called to see where he was. Didnt say sorry until i told him to forget it. It hurts, im embarrassed, and i cried, but I’m glad he showed his true colors on day one. I’m waving the litte white flag on dating. I deleted the apps. What was i thinking!? Trash is everywhere. I know you have to go through a few bad ones to get to the good. But I dont have any motivation to continue to get my heart played with. I enjoy not shaving and not wasting my time. So I’m done..until next time.