25f met up with 39m from dating app. I’ve been without sex for about six or seven months because I thought I’d wait until I found someone worth investing in. Obviously that did not happen, so I met up with someone, knowing it would never turn into a relationship but to casually hang out. I was ok with hooking up, and we did.
The next morning he dropped me off, and then I’m having coffee with my neighbor. After telling her about my night, I learned that she also matched with this guy. Not a big deal, we all live in the same city, but it happened during the time I was at his place.
I don’t really care if he sends out likes on an app, but I found it hurtful that it happened when I was with him and while we were having a good time.
Anyway, I told him about it, and also told him I left something at his place.
He replied angrily, then followed up on that text angrily hours later and blocked me.
I feel exposed, embarrassed, and rejected. It goes without saying that I obviously cannot handle hookup culture, and last night I fantasized about killing myself until I went to bed. I feel like there’s something sexually and intrinsically wrong with me, especially for someone to be so disgusted with me just hours after holding hands. I want to disappear.
Thanks for reading this wall of text.
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