Celebrating My Heartache

My housemate and I got stuck in our house because of the pandemic. Even before the virus we were quite flirty with each other. We shared a love for racing, engineering, partying etc.. One night while I was heading back to my room I came across him getting back to his room which was next to mine and we engaged in our usual banter and out of nowhere he kissed me and we hooked up. The first couple of weeks it was more of the physical attraction but now it's developed into something more. Whenever we cross paths there's always a kiss, a hug on top of the usual good old banter. But now he's heading back home. I couldn't help but cry in front of him the other night partly because he said he will miss me for the first time and also because he's worried about leaving me alone.

Even as I write this I can't help but cry. I am sad but I also want him to go to his family and friends because he misses them and that will make him happy. I also realize I may have fallen in love. In all honesty, I have never felt this deeply about someone, it might be because he makes me feel loved and safe.

I don't want advice on this, all I want is to celebrate what I have with him because I don't know if when if ever I will feel this way about someone again. I also want to celebrate him, just because he's an annoying yet adorable soul.

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