Crushes in the porn industry

So I’m 23 y/o gay male, and I just got into the porn industry. My first film was with a guy I already had hooked up with, when I won a stripping competition at a gay club one night in Orlando,FL. It was very comfortable entering the world with him, mind you he’s a top paid actor in the industry, so it just felt right and easy doing it.

However, he’s not the guy I’m crushing on. Since then, I’ve done about 10 more scenes. Most recently though, I had one with a guy…(we’ll call him Roman)…and from even before the scene, I can tell he was attracted to me.

All the actors live in the same house for about a week. During this I felt his stares from afar ALL the time; When he’d walk up the stairs, looks right at me and smiles, when I go outside he’ll join in or even if I went into another room he’d seem to want to follow me around. Eventually once we got to film, eyes were locked the entire time, very kind and passionate to me, heck even showered with me.

Since then, we’d hang out a lot, still as buddies obviously but just super flirty. I just don’t know what his intentions are, especially cause of our industry we are in. I just got stung by the crush bug and I really don’t know how to handle it and not get my feelings involved.

Any advice, ideas, tips, or even flirting tips would be so helpful. I’m so bad at initiating and showing that I’m real. Displaying my emotions has always gotten me hurt and I’d love to have a boyfriend to call and hangout/ travel with.

Xoxo