Okay, this is a little complicated, so bear with me. When we met each other, she was 16 and I was 20. We quickly became very good friends through common passions like music and journalism. About a year later, I started developping feelings for her but I was fucking around a lot when I was 21 and I felt weird asking her out when she was 17, so I didn't.
Then she had a boyfriend for 2 years, terrible breakup and recovered about a year ago. On my end, I met my ex-fiancée at 22 and she cheated on me 3 and a half years later, so I broke up with her.
We had a date yesterday, the entire day actually, coffee, lunch, walkink around the city, went to a studio for 2 hours to record some stuff (she studies music and is a soprano and i'm a drummer/guitarist) then we went to a fest with small metal bands (we live in sweden, it's common).
After all that, I invited her to my place for dinner, she said yes, and I just couldn't just resist pinning her agaisnt the wall ready to kiss her, to which she replied "do it, kiss me you beautiful bastard" (might sound odd but that's how she is). We made out for like 15 minutes, definitely was sexual tension but we stopped it there and just watched some Stranger on Netflix before I got her home.
Now I'm just about ready to tell her how I feel about her, how much I love her, how much I want to be her boyfriend, but I'm scared for no reason.
Help?
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