Do I have a chance still?

I (f29) Met a guy (m25) on dates before covid twice and then twice/three times on social distance walks after.

Recently my anxiety built up and last few weeks I have picked on fights like him doing drugs (nothing even serious) or literally anything – keeping him up arguing on the phone all night. I self sabotaged and I know that. I also told him I didn’t see a long term thing with him and I wasn’t attracted to him much.

Terrible I know. Now he’s over it. Not on bad terms but he says he knows he doesn’t want a relationship with me anymore – he doesn’t like stress in his life. I understand. He also said his emotional feelings for me have gone. And he does not want to lead me on.

My anxiety had built up and I self sabotaged causing him stress.

My question is – would you take a girl like this back? Is he hurt cos of the things I said, or do guys usually mean it when they say, no, don’t want to lead you on.

I know it differs and I know I was shit – just want opinions. Thanks!