Drifting apart

This ain’t about dating, this is the only place I get quick answers. And I need it.

I think me and my best friend are falling apart.

We hardly talk anymore, on any social media.

No text, no phone calls.

It’s a lockdown, I thought she would text since I found out she on every app talking to her other new best friend, she is facetiming her, she even went against the lockdown and went to see her.

But she didn’t come to see me or even text to ask to meet up. I texted her, we talked for a bit, and talked on the phone for a bit which is how I found out about her using house party, tiktok, Instagram and etc.

She went on a train during lockdown to see her new best friend.

She post on wish her a happy birthday and called her best friend.

I feel like everyone forgets about me, like I’m too boring or too uptight.

I know I am being replace.

I can’t text her and say I think we’re better off without each other.

She is my cousin, I see her on family events. Her mom and my mom are sisters.

So it isn’t easy. We’re the same age.

Both females.

So I guess I’m just asking is there any advice you could give me?

Side note: I’m in college, so I made new friends. But it ends when the year ends since some leave and we don’t text.

And others we hang out but nothing like me and my best friend.