Idk how often anything happens when someone meets someone as a customer to their workplace, at their workplace. I'm not good at being super forward when I try to be, I AM super forward naturally, but I don't think about it or try very hard when it happens, really, as with anything, forcing something always puts strain on it and makes it harder and worse, so I won't force myself to do anything (not to be confused with trying).
And I'm perfectly aware that she may not be into me, I don't expect people to be into me like I did when I was younger. But I want to at least find out or get a hint, and there have definitely been no hints, so I'm in the dark
I had a chance to talk to her when she said said hi to me on her smoke break, I also smoke so it would've totally been easy to ask for a cigarette. When granted that usually insinuates that it's okay to talk with them, at least for the duration of the smoke. But instead I just nodded at her, not thinking, and as I reached my car I realized it was too late to walk back
I've been to the store since, she does remember me, and she always acknowledges me in a pretty friendly, familiar, and kind of personal way, unless I'm reading into her politeness too much. I could just be memorable, I'm confident in that because I have a unique look/style and noticeable quirks (good and bad), I get looks (good and bad), and people usually remember me the 2nd time we see eachother lol.
I have been avoiding shopping lately because I'm nervous, I could totally go to another store but maybe I should keep shopping there because of her? Idk (I have no stalker qualities or intentions)
So, I just want to talk to someone a little, talking is how I figure things out and get a level head on things. DM or comment section, Idc. So if this intrigues you at all, I'd love a conversation.
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