His defence to cheating on me for the last year was that there’s no excuse but he told me that I do need to try harder with looking “nicer.”

I’m thinking it’s time for me to pack my things and leave. We have sat on the topic of him cheating for the last two nights and nothing he has said or done really showed me what I needed to hear or see.

I feel led on and I don’t even feel like I know my best friend anymore… just a day before I found out he’s been going behind my back he even told me if I were to ever break his heart that’s it…. so now that he has broken mine I feel I really don’t have to explain myself… I just love him more than I can explain and although I’m not broken broken I just don’t even want to look at him or pretend like things are okay when they’re not.

Will we ever be able to go back to a normal relationship or should I just cut my loss before it fucks me up more than I can deal with .