How do I (28M) date a TS woman – it isn’t a fetish!!

Hey, I feel like the only ‘type’ of person I’m attracted to are trans people, it isn’t a sexual fetish, when I’ve brought it up before I just get told to stop fetishising the trans community

It’s so much more than that, the level of attraction I feel when I see a trans woman is so much more than anything I’ve experienced. I just find them so beautiful, I’m filled with admiration for their strength and bravery, nothing would make me happier than being able to marry someone who is trans.

I rarely come across any on tinder or other dating apps. Is there a specific one (I know that sounds bad as if they’re separate from society) but I don’t know how else to do it. I’m sorry if I come across as ignorant, I’m just trying to find my happiness.

Thanks for any advice

TL;DR – how do I go about meeting a trans woman for a relationship as I’ve came up short so far. Thanks