I’ve tried everything I know to do to make myself good enough for a relationship, I’ve lost over 80 pounds, bought all new clothes, I have a car, I go to college, I maintain a job, people and my therapist tell me that I am a “kind soul” and a “great person”, yet I still am not good enough for anyone to be considered good enough.
I just don’t know what’s wrong with me, i feel like it has to be because I’m disgustingly ugly. My therapist and my friends tell me that I am not ugly but it’s the only thing I can think of. I don’t know why else nobody has ever loved me, I don’t know why else I can’t get anyone to want me. I am good socially, I always try to keep people laughing and I have lots of friends who want to be around me, yet no woman wants anything to do with me beyond that. There’s pictures of me on my profile and I can link some more recent ones in the comments if you want me to as I’ve lost a little more weight since I’ve posted those pics of myself.
All I want in the world is for a girl to love me, I just don’t understand what is wrong with me. It makes me hate myself so much, nobody in my life has ever found me worthy so what grounds do I have to claim I have any sort of worth as a person? I can scream it in to the wind as much as I can but at the end of the day what does it matter if nobody believes it? I feel like I have so much love to give to someone but nobody wants to subject themselves to myself to my company beyond a friendship.
I appreciate any advice you can give me
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