A few months ago I was on and off with my ex gf of 3 years. She had started to become physically abusive towards me. She used to hit me, scream at me, yell super loud in my car and threathen to open the door to my moving car.
At one point i tried mending our relationship but she had started to see someone else. While I was trying to fix it she went on 2 dates with this guy infront of my face, she was even in her room with him while she made me believe she was somewhere else.
The final night i slept over her house she said she was taking a break from me but said i could sleep over. That morning the guy was calling her and furious about me staying. She called me names, punched me in the face, yelled at me, while I was crying in the corner.
I honestly have been way too depressed and traumatized to be angry at her. For months i been trying to reach out because i still love her and i feel so alone.
But now, as time passes I feel so ashamed and degraded for letting someone step on me this way. I feel like my manhood was lost. All i been doing is trying to reach out and tell her i love her until she finally blocked me because he found out. Despite this she kept telling me she cared and still loved post breakup.
I need help im still messed up.
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