I feel like I’ll always be a skinny loser

Obviously I have never had any success with women. Being at 22, I feel this to be extremely pathetic. I did however have one chance with a girl who I was attracted to on all levels. But I fucked that up too.

I met a girl who I really liked at this music festival last year and we shared mutual interest so we exchanged numbers. That interest only lasted a week from her though. Of course with me having 0 experience, she ghosted me. I basically became very needy and was insecure about me being skinny. Fast forward to that upcoming winter, 6 months later after not seeing her, I run into her at this local electronic show. After a super awkward hi, she brings out this super jacked dude(5’11, 195-200lbs, super lean). She then introduces him to me as her boyfriend. I blocked her and never sent her a needy text again once I left the venue.

I have 0% chance with the women I want. The one girl I really connected with chose the way better option. I’ve been lifting for 3 years but I’m still at ground zero with women and mentally. I’m too far gone, any guys experience this??