I ghosted and got ghosted on dating apps and other platforms, but I just don’t feel anything about it or about being in contact over the internet.

I can honestly say that I don’t care. I’ve tried countless dating apps countless times but they just don’t do it for me. Online dating, texting and all that crap never did it for me because it is impossible for me to feel a true connection with someone over text or if I saw them once or twice.

I know many many people complain about being ghosted and how horrible of an act this is and yes you may call me an a-hole for this but for me it somehow just doesn’t matter. There are so many guys on those dating apps, most Text the same, and the once who say interesting things don’t seem like my type. I’m such a real life person. And still, people in real life are so different than over text, even every single one of my (male) friends. And even most of the time when I text with them, I don’t really feel the connection until I see them, touch them, hear them again. On a dating app, I could encounter my soulmate but get bored after texting for a day and ghost them. Maybe I’ve “met” my soulmate there already but didn’t know. I just hate online dating because it doesn’t do it for me. I need to be friends with someone until I can develop feelings anyways I think. I don’t really know what love feels like, but I know for sure that a thousand words of texting means less for me than seeing them only a minute. People have different atmospheres around them, vibes, auras maybe, and I can instantly say if I feel comfortable or even attracted or not in a heartbeat if I see them, no matter how attractive their pictures. Yeah idk I just wanted to express how I feel about all of this.