I have a date in a couple of hours and I’ve never felt so ugly in my life. Help

Hey everyone. So it’s a first date with a woman (29F) (im a woman too) that I’ve been chatting with, for a couple of days. We decided to do a short date to see if we would like to keep chatting and maybe see each other again.

However it’s my first date since I gained 15 kilos and in order to protect my damaged bleached hair, I have to let my dark roots grow. Needless to say: I’ve never felt uglier in my life.

I feel like I’m lying with the pictures on my account (most taken when I was 15 kilos lighter and when my hair was fresh and fully colored). Most of my friends tell me that the weight gain is not extreme and that I still look like my pictures but I can’t help and feel unattractive. I’m really dreading it. It’s like I know she’ll be disappointed.

My therapist told me to have faith in myself (I have a killer personality) and go with it, and not pass on such opportunity because I feel ugly.

I don’t know why I’m posting but I’m extremely anxious for this date.