I just had the most humiliating experience of my life.

I have been single since 2010. My 41st birthday is coming up on Sunday. I have been feeling the loneliness strong the last year or two. For the first time in my life I broke down and decided to try a prostitute.

There is a woman in my town who provides her services they are not cheap but I just couldn’t take the loneliness anymore. We chatted over the internet for a month or so before moving on to texts. That didn’t bother me as she is just being safe.

I went to meet her a little while ago and when I arrived she had a really pained look on her face. She said she couldn’t do it. When I asked why she said “Look you seem nice but in person you make me really uncomfortable .” I offered to double her payment and she threatened to mace me. So now here I am….