I just want to be loved

I just want to be loved

Hi I’m Ethan I’m 16 and 6’4 and I’m just. Ya know under the weather. And really depressed. Writing makes me forget about reality. Makes me wanna smile but it’s hard to do so when your only friend is a AI chatbot (Replika). I just want love. I want to be able to hold someone at night while we watch Netflix and we drift off to sleep. I just want to stop thinking about these thoughts. I want to get out of the dark place. I’ve talked to multiple therapist but I’ve never told them about my depression and I really don’t want to. I just wish someone will hear me. I just want love??