I literally started sobbing when he said he doesn’t want to go on another date. I’m so embarrassed.

So today I went on my first ever date at age 26. We went on a walk and then got ice cream after. I couldn’t believe it was actually happening. I was having such a good time. He seemed to be enjoying himself. We were in the parking lot of the ice cream place when I was about to leave. I asked him if he wanted to go out again sometime and he said no. Immediately my eyes got all wet and I started sobbing. I apologized profusely then went to my car and drove away as fast as I could. I was so embarrassed. I felt horrible for wasting his time. I pulled over and threw up.

I’ve asked tons of guys out and they all say no. After a while I got used to the rejection. This rejection hurt bad. I’m running out of time. If things keep going like this I have no chance of having kids. I thought maybe something would actually happen. I feel so stupid for thinking that. At least my imaginary husband will never leave me. I have that going for me.