I never had sex until I was 32. The girl just felt bad for me. Still haven’t ever had a girlfriend. Sometimes this makes me feel like a huge loser

Sometimes I wonder what I missed out on. Was sex more exciting in high school and early in college? Was being in a relationship during that time a particularly special thing? I feel like being such a late bloomer is really lame. And I think I’m old enough that my emotions have gone kind of dull now and all this stuff will just be pretty meh going forward.

I tell myself that I really didn’t enjoy sex much and all this stuff is probably really overrated. But maybe I just didn’t experience it when it would have been most fulfilling?