I met this guy on Tinder during the Qurantine. We had virtual dates before that and we finally met in person last week. We met three days in a row before he left for duty (he’s in The milatary). We said I love you to each other and he was the first guy I was physically intimate with even though we didn’t do the actual deed. Just some kissing. hand holding, cuddling, and some petting. It was obvious that he wanted to go all the way but he understood that I was wasn’t ready at the time since this is my first real relationship and therefore was trying to get used to physical intimacy. And plus I grew up with an emotionally abusive mother who shamed me for masterbating and reading erotic stories when I was 17. And even though I had a much better rapport with my father…..he always strongly advised against sleeping with guys too soon and told me to treat my virginity like a gift like most dads do out of hopes to keep their little princess pure for as long as possible.
Even though i wasn’t ready at the time…..I wish I was because he was right there and now I am horny as hell as I remember the physical activity we already did. It makes me even more curious about sex and I am kind of starting to get tired of my virginity. And I’m gonna have to wait until he comes back from duty to let him take…..=.=;;;;;
And no….neither one of us are into the ideas of open relationships. And even if he did give me a hall pass…I wouldn’t take it because I’d much rather lose it to him than some random creep I barely know.
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