It’s currently 4am and I woke up for a brief, second, thought of her, and was flooded with anxiety. We talked for a month every day, met once, and kinda fell for each other. Then she just stopped everything. We were going 100MPH and she hit breaks and I wasn’t wearing seatbelt. I’ve never read an anxiety attack like this in the middle of the night. Idk how I’m going to heal or trust again. I’ve been though worse than this definitely, that’s the point. It just nailed the coffin of the my ability to trust. I’m only 21 and I already don’t believe I love. Real relationships seem like this fantasy world that I can never enter.
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