My boyfriend and I have been around for a little more than a month. He's kind, nice, and sweet and yeah, touchy. Thing is he's a bit too physically affectionate and I made it clear to him that I dont want to have intercourse(more than kissing) and he said it's okay with him. But when he kisses me and all i feel kind of tempted and just get into it, though we have only dry humped, had oral, and manual sex, nothing penetrative. He respects my decision not to have penetration. So we just keep doing those things except for the actual act. I would feel good during and when he's around. But once he's away or leaves for work, I would feel terribly guilty and feel like what I've done is wrong. I feel kind of embarrassed of what i'm doing. I don't know why, but the feelings go away when he's around and we do the same thing over and over again.
I am not quite sure how to cope with this. It stresses me out to be honest and i've felt low in these days because of this. I love my boyfriend and he loves me back I suppose. I'm just confused. I wonder what I can do about this? Thanks.
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