I’m a 21 m I went on a date with a 21 f. I saw a post from her 3 days ago we’re she had cut her self. I wrote to her to make her feel better and asked her to seek help. She told me that she wanted to die but that she also wanted to live. That she was lonely, anxious and that she cut herself because a guy told her she was fat. we wrote for 3 days then we went on a date.
She was not what I expected her to be like.
I feel really bad saying this but her social iq and iq was lower then average. She didn’t know a lot of English. (Im from Sweden) She didn’t know what investing was. And I had to explain quite a few topics to her.
And sometimes we talked like too normal people but sometimes she just stared at the tv and said “ok cool” She told me that she had only watched like 2 movies before in her whole life? She’s on antidepressants.
She told me that she doesn’t have any friends. I don’t know if theres something “special” about her? She told me that she has had 2 boyfriends before. And she has a job.
Nothing happened. But she stayed the night because she missed her buss. We were laying in my bed and we talked about her problems and i held her. And I also kissed her. She was sober she doesn’t drink. I kind of felt wrong doing that?
Is it weird that I meet up with her and kissed her? She was a sweetheart. And I kind of want to see her again.
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