Just here to vent

Hi. I’m 23yo(F) and I just broke up with my fiancé. We met on Reddit and lived on opposite sides of the country. I’m in MD and he’s in CA. I moved to Cali to be closer to him. It started out great then I found out a lot of things I just couldn’t put up with. I know that I’m young and that I have a lot of life ahead of me but sometimes it just feels like I’ll never find someone who will love me and put in as much effort into me as I do them. I guess I’m just losing faith in relationships and in having the love I’ve always wanted.