I know everyone will tell me to just move on. But it's not easy, however this guy who is my first sexually partner and yes he still the only one. Found out from his current gf that he cheated on me and her behind me back for almost 5months and with previous gf with about 7months its really drive me crazy, confused and full of anger. But well you can't expect people and control them 100%. I know he is a grown up man 37years old where he need to get his shit together but this is just unfair ( nothing is fair anyway)As i made mistake to trust him too much and ignore my suspicion but now im in this limbo. Well i am agree to walk off and the current gf said she will stay however thats up to her.
As i tried so hard to comfort him he blocked my whatsapp and forward my call but I still can message him which is strange but he ignore me anyway.
I can not believe someone who always upset and always demand to be honest and no drama but he is the one who dishonest and create big drama. I still remember he said he really value the honesty but far out.This is the worst breakup n very painful to me. Now everyday I can't stop thinking how and why this possible he seems like nice person and sweet but why is This?
Please anyone who can give me advice it will be very nice any yet i try myself to stay positive and do more activities to stay busy but again this unbelievable thought still there. Thank you
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