Loss of marriage ends up leading me down a better road.

My soon to be Ex-wife left me in a horrible spot. Kicked me out the same day I got laid off due to the Coronavirus. Been living with my grandparents, enemployment won't go through for me. So, I've been broke as hell.

I took a few weeks of self reflection to get my mind straight. Then, I started hitting the dating scene again. Ive been doing things, that I wouldve never dreamed of before marriage. Had my first hookup.

And honestly. I hated it. It gave me an ego boost that I can get women off. But, I dont like sex without emotional attachment. Ive realized that now. And, I started talking to this one amazing woman.

And I cannot believe that I let my wife treat me so poorly for 6 years. My new girl listens to me. Let's me speak my mind, and is there for me. She shows me affection in the ways I've been asking for.

I never thought I was gonna be here. With a failed marriage. That made me want to put a shotgun in my mouth for so long. To, learning to live with myself. Feeling that life was actually worth living. Reconnecting with everyone that I had been isolated from. To, finding someone who treats me well.