Love it when, after all these years, I have a random dream about that girl from high school that probably liked me a lot but I was too shy to do anything

I thought I got over her a long time ago but apparently my brain just loves to remind me that I really screwed that one up from time to time. To be fair pretty much any dream with a girl I liked in it is pretty much rubbing in that I was too shy to do anything :/ Being this shy and socially fucked is apparently a life sentence of solitary confinement