I feel kind of embarrassed to say that I’m almost thirty and have a teenage crush on this guy I met from my orchestra. We are both teachers and we met when I asked him if he would help me with an assignment for school. He helped me by letting me observe him teach in his classroom a couple of times. I fell absolute hard and fast. He turned out to be so kind, calm, intelligent and helpful. I was enjoying every single minute being around him, getting to know him and his personality. He always looked so happy to see me. We were starting to become friends. I can still see the way his eyes would wrinkle when he’d smile at me. He was great to talk to. He would ask me questions. He made me tea in his classroom. His presence was so comforting. I miss him a lot. Since shelter in place, orchestra got cancelled and I never got to see him again. It’s been three months and I still think of him everyday. Honestly, my heart is broken over this. I know it’s no ones fault. I’ve just never felt this way about someone, and then suddenly poof, it’s over like that.
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