My self-esteem is non existent now because of this guy

I'm a 20 years old female and I'm talking to a guy (23) since ends of April. In the beginning everything went well, we talked everyday for hours and he put a lot of effort in it.

But these last days, we've been talking less, he doesn't talk to me daily anymore and I was feeling him more distant, I asked him why and he said he has been busy.

I gave him some space and I didn't text him for 5 days. Then he texts me and asked why I didn't text him, he thought I was going to ask how he was and asked how much I missed him and if his absence made me want him more. He admitted he needed some time for himself and he gets bored of women easily.

He told me he had really bad experiences with women in the past, it makes him think all women are bad and for that reason when a girl as pretty as me tries to seduce him sometimes he feels sick. He even compared us to my mom and my dad's case saying that I treat him like a king but he's never satisfied with what he has. He says it's not my fault because I'm beautiful and I have nothing to be anxious about but women can't satisfy mentally or physically him anymore and he's losing his libido.

He said he's going to work on it because he doesn't want to follow my dad's example and he wants to change his views about women and that I've been the catalyst for that.

Besides today he texted me, I replied and he didn't reply for 2h. It's the first time he's doing it.

Honestly, I'm devastated, I never thought someone would get bored of me so quickly. I suffer from depression and social anxiety, I'm a really insecure person and this is destroying my self-esteem. I'm feeling so boring and useless and I don't feel like to talk to him anymore because I'm disappointed. I feel that he used me, I know it's not his fault, he has a lot of issues with women, he's always talking about how women are bad etc but ignoring me it's too much, it's so disrespectful of him.

I cared so much about this guy and I tried everything I could for this. He's not easy to deal with, he's depressed and has anger issues, I tried my best to be tolerant and patient, I accepted and loved him the way he is although we were always arguing.

I didn't tell him about how I'm feeling because I don't want him to think I'm playing the victim role but it's hurting a lot because I got too attached to him, I just can't forget him like that.