[self-esteem]If someone is interested in me, I get imposter syndrome.

22m. University dropout. Have a job that's not minimum wage but definitely not good enough.

They only know me on the surface level and that once they know more about me they will no longer like me in a romantic matter. I feel if I love them I shouldn't be with them because I wouldn't be able to make them happy.

I cant do short term relationships either.