When quarantine started in my country, I downloaded Tinder and matched with this girl who is an international student here. We hit it off pretty well and whenever we texted it was hella fun. So now we text throughout the whole day basically and FaceTime whenever we can and she’s coming back here in a few werks and we have a few dates planned.
One thing that worries me though is that she told me she had a rather long drunk hookup phase and I’m the first guy in a while that she actually knows before anything would happen. She also said that she’s done with that and she’s not on tinder anymore and wants to go “old fashioned “ with me.
I honestly have trust issues ever since my ex kicked me out, since she pulled a lot of nasty shit that led me to some not too healthy coping mechanism. I abused booze, benzos and speed for a good while and I quit to turn my life around which is happening slowly.
I’m completely open about my substance use with her and she doesn’t judge me for the stuff I did. I’m just worried what if this one’s gonna end like my previous relationship but on the other hand I have absolutely fallen for this girl so I absolutely wanna be with her.
What do you think, should I go for it? Also sorry for the long post, what I wrote hopefully makes sense
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