We haven’t spoken in months. She initiated it and I apologized for what I thought caused it, though she never acknowledged the apology. I feel like I must have been a jerk to her. I apologized for all of it. I felt like had a lot of work to do before I would be worthy of dating. I love her and I didn’t want to keep hurting her with my immaturity.
I removed her from social media because I felt my presence in her life was hurting her and would continue to do so until I became better. I sometimes check her IG to make sure she’s okay because when we last talked she was going through a lot of emotional turmoil. She’s been doing well, it seems, which makes me glad.
I do feel like I’m a better man compared to when we first met. I’ve ironed out the things I feel contributed to what got us in this place. I just feel like there’s no good time to reconnect, though I don’t think I could move on unless I tried. I guess it’s just scary because i have no idea how to reconnect with her. How do I go about this?
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