To the men: how hard do you judge a girl on her weight?

This is a question I’ve always wondered. Over the past couple years, I’ve lost 70+ lbs and weigh 170 lbs. I went from a size 16/18 to 10 or XL shirts to M. I’ve worked my butt off, but I still don’t feel like I’ve quite become “beautiful” yet until I hit a certain number. It’s just an anxiety I have. I’m scared to pursue people because of it.

I want to know if this is illogical

Thank you!

(20/f)