Me [22F] and this guy I've been talking to [21M] have been snapping each other and facetiming for a little over a month. We had a thing last year and met a few times but life happened and it couldn't work. So technically we've known each other for awhile.
I'm not sure if he wants to specifically date me or just wants a fwb, but I'm so confused and upset. We've been planning this date we had today for about a week (he took his only day off this week to come see me), and he drove an hour to my place. Prior to this, we've been talking nonstop and saying how excited we are to see each other and sex was on the agenda. I told him before he left to come that I was really, really nervous and apologized beforehand if I acted weird.
So he came over, we hung out in my living room and chatted for awhile. Then we went to my room and played on my switch. After about an hour, we called it quits and just laid in my bed talking and laughing. We were touching but like, not cuddling or anything really. There was some obvious tension that both of us wanted something to happen but neither of us would pull the trigger for some reason. Eventually, he had to leave. He hugged me goodbye and said he really enjoyed it and agreed that we should do something again.
I'm hitting myself because I'm worried I wasted his time and bored him because I wouldn't kiss him. I don't have the best self-esteem, and he's a solid 10 so I couldn't muster up any courage. Like, he drove an hour to see me! And nothing happened! We hyped it up that we were going to have sex and kiss and all this stuff but…just nothing.
What do I do?? Did I blow it? Does he actually even like me?
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